You are thick as pig shit, I've said multiple times Ronaldo didn't deserve to win it.
But you did say he had a bigger argument for winning it than Messi. By what standards exactly? Being the top goalscorer of UEFA Nations Friendly League and winning the domestic title with a club who's been winning it without him just fine for the last 5 years?
I guess that's worth more than also winning the domestic title, but then also being the top scorer and assister of La Liga, being the top scorer of all european leagues together, thus winning his 6th Golden boot, being top scorer of the CL, getting further with his club in the CL and not getting not getting beat by a 37-year old semi-retired veteran to top scorer award even in his own league.
Oh you poor sad little man. Like it's already been said, get some help to help you get through this.